What a day .

People praise me ? aiyoyo . finally la =p
I happy when i heard that . They say i'm good . and i've change =)

haha . finally some of them can see the difference in me .

I miss him so much . He's gona for a week by now . But , i'll wait for him to come back .
heheh . I know he'll surprise me ..
Tomorrow is "Biawak's" birthday . No one know wad to do whith her ? But some of my friends say :" aiya , buy sponge cake for her can already la " Yeah . mayb , but will she feel so unhappy with us ? hahha . nvm . don't care who call she is the Two faces people ? Spread the different news at here and there . sigh . pity her hav this habit .

Ok la. That all for today . Bye ~!

OMG ? hah

first word . start with haha ?
LOL

Aiks . sigh ~ I dunno what the toot was going around me ..
I feel so weird la . I suddenly update my blog cause 0f i want to giv someone read if He's bored enough and hav nothing to do ..
And mayb i'm just SS-ing that i tot he will come and see my blog oftenly =) hahaha
so lame hor me ?

I Just want to make him laugh make him happy everyday .
But i dunno i actually make it or not . He's so.. =.=;
That night he send something weird for me . And i feel very shock and i nearly cry . Then i saw his next message , saying that he send wrong . Ahhh ~ I cool down a bit then . hehhe
And tomorrow is my 2nd sis birthday . I dont hav to gift her anymore i think because i already gifted him few days ago =p Now , i'm just watching wad her BoyFriend will suprise her .

and just now . someone called me . And ask me where is Yan Mei , is she home ady ? and he keep laughing i asked who is that and he told me he is Y.M's brother =.= Impossible la , Y.M dont even hav a brother . Make me worry YM and i phoned her and ask where is her . she replied " house la " The i finally know who is that on the phone . Is her Beloved boyfriend . hah

Soon , going to gym ;) see you later My dairy !

What I am .

I hide My emotion sometimes .I am a moon type of person. I tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, I am not happy but sometimes I act it out in order for me to not burden my friends with my problems.

I've faced some problems in My life. My heart has been dealt blows before .. I tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and I may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences.

I'm also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because I've been through plenty, and Im are very understanding.. Though sometimes I feel lonely, My demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. I usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions. And I often keep things to myself. This is just one side of me, and i have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

Now , you'll get to know me better rite ? *sigh

The first real story in my blog .

Dear Blog,

Acting a smile on my face , pretend that im so happy , But that's just not how i really feel .
The first time he message me , I was very shock but i'm happy to see it . Start from the day , I told some of my secrect that nobody knows . Mayb he had told me too ..

When i heard his story , i feel so .. unhappy . He's just like a child that just fall down and get hurt but he didn't let anyone know he was crying , inside. I just want to hug him and told him That the pain will just go away , it wont stay with u any longer .. [ I've crystal falls down from my eyes when i know what he feels . I told him but he give me a ' don't believe' respond. ]

I just feels like he still hav things to say to me but he didn't say it . like the words get stuck on his mouth .
I phone him later , his voice is so..weak . Not powerful like everytime i listen to it . Blog , i really want to help him , what can i do ? I've tried to make him laugh , but i guess.. it'll never works .

I don't know what else i can do .